To my son..

To my son whom I love very much, my life was shit before you were born and after you were born you completed my entire world. You gave me hope to be a better person, to be a stronger person, to be the mother that you Need. You gave me inspiration to do better, not only for my life but for yours so that you could have an amazing life. The day you were born I just knew that you and I would have a bond that nobody could ever break. You filled my heart with joy and love in such a dark time of my life.

I knew when you were inside of the womb, that my life was going to change forever but in the best ways possible. YOU open my eyes to everything that was going on around me, that I needed to take care of to give you a better life. You made me realize that nothing in this world mattered but you and your well being. I would die for you. If I could hand you the world on a silver platter I would.

I still aim to give you the best life possible. You are my everything,.my world, my brightest star. Russell Lee Taylor, My handsome little chunky baby. You may be four but You will always be my baby. I love your laugh, I love the way you make faces with me, i love it when you sing your silly little songs even if it’s just the chorus on repeat. I love how excited you get, I love to see how excited your Face gets . I love how you have so much love for Everyone, once you start school I’m gonna be a hot mess I’ve spent every day with you just about since you’ve been born..

To my son: I will never give up on you, no matter how hard it gets. No matter how much trouble you give me. I will always be right there by your side to correct you when you’re wrong. To guide you in the right way. I will never guide you in the wrong path, take my hand and mommy will show you the way. I love you with all my heart, with all my being. I will always do my best to let you know that you are always loved. That you never have to feel unloved. I won’t put you what my mother put me through. I break the cycle starting with you, my world, my everything, my son.

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