In my eyes ill never be more than an outsider. No matter how hard I try to fit in… I’ll never be like everyone else. But im okay with being me. Not everyone is going to understand me or like me, but i’m okay with that. But it hurts when you try to be a good friend everyday to several “friends” they just blow you off. I understand that people get busy, people dont have to talk every day to be friends.. .but i’m tired of everyone being dickkkks too me because I extend a nicer side that I prefer to hide.. but in my eyes they make me feel like I’m not good enough.
Excuse my petty ass rant needed to just get it out and over with! Not about anyone in particular just needing to let some pent up feelings go.