One day at a time…

Here I am nearly two years later after my attack, I still have my bad days. My mind messes with me, and I still have issues with wearing certain necklaces. It still replays over and over in my mind. I will never forget what happened. I know they say forgive and forget, but I cannot seem to do either. I am a very forgiving person but I do not feel like I could ever do that for my attacker and his accomplices. My life has definitely changed in these past two years dramatically but I never can begin to understand why he ever did what he did.. not all men are monsters, not all women are monsters either just a few bad eggs in the world.Here I am nearly two years later after my attack, I still have my bad days. My mind messes with me, and I still have issues with wearing certain necklaces. It still replays over and over in my mind. I will never forget what happened. I know they say forgive and forget, but I cannot seem to do either. I am a very forgiving person but I do not feel like I could ever do that for my attacker and his accomplices. My life has definitely changed in these past two years dramatically but I never can begin to understand why he ever did what he did.. not all men are monsters, not all women are monsters either just a few bad eggs in the world.